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Giveon Will Always Be Real With You

For the first time since the pandemic forced the world into lockdown in March, Giveon finally has time to explore his new hobby: interior design. “I’m a minimalist, for sure,” he says matter-of-factly. His living room is his first project. “A couple homies saw Kanye West’s crib with barely anything in it and thought it looked weird. To me, it looks perfect. Clutter gives me anxiety.” Not only in his home, but his mind, too. Getting rid of mental clutter makes room for more peaceful and inviting thoughts, like reflecting on opening for Snoh Aalegra on her Ugh, A Mini Tour Again at the end of 2019; notching his first million streams with the sensual lead single “Like I Want You” from his debut EP, February’s Take Time; or earning his first feature, on Drake’s “Chicago Freestyle,” a month later. But then come the unpleasant thoughts that inspired his new EP When It’s All Said and Done, released today. Like the time he called an ex five times in a row (as recounted in the title track) or where he feeds his ego by comparing himself to an ex’s “downgrade” (standout track “Still Your Best”).

For someone who released two EPs in eight months—and in the middle of a global pandemic—you’d be forgiven for believing Giveon’s romantic woes are endless. Really, quarantine was a crash course in self-betterment for the R&B crooner, who spent his alone time sifting through emotions he pent up for years. “The way I write, I need to tell the true story,” he says. “I can’t just make a story up. So I have to let the things happen to me and allow myself to work through my thoughts.”

Instead of turning to a journal or public diaries like Twitter, Giveon hit the studio to record a four-track project updating fans on the cliffhanger from Take Time. Where his first EP dished a hearty entree of emotional pleas and painfully beautiful tales of love’s different phases, When It’s All Said and Done departs from some of those perennial themes. This time around, the loverboy is still there—but he’s talking shit.

Spilling over atmospheric coos and dreamy guitar strums, Giveon’s words carry the sting of a wounded lover who hasn’t come to grips with the end of the relationship. On “Still Your Best,” he sings: “This the one you talking ’bout that’s supposed to take my place down, is this for real?/ It’s almost disrespectful.”

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Giveon assures me that he isn’t, as the Twitter youth would put it, a “toxic king”—that is, a man fueled by his own selfish desires, using destructive behaviors to compensate for his lack of compassion and self-awareness. “I have those toxic moments and then try to figure out how to fix that,” he says. If anything, Giveon believes he’s the empathetic one of his friend group, a trait he inherited from his mother.

Born Giveon Dezmann Evans, the artist grew up with his mother and three brothers in Long Beach, California. In high school, he participated in a music education program at the Grammy Museum, which introduced him to the sounds of fellow baritones Frank Sinatra and Barry White—“I started to embrace it and not run from it,” he says of his voice—and began entertaining the idea of pursuing a singing career. Listening to Frank Ocean and Miguel is how he shaped his “contemporary R&B” sound, and once he honed that, it was time to sharpen his songwriting style. He describes it like writing a drama: “I think of my body of work as a story that flows and plays in my mind like a film,” he explains. “In a film, there are dramatic moments and a bunch of different moments that lead up to a dramatic moment. On some songs, I try to paint the picture of before that drama happens, so by the time you get to the end of the project you’ve experienced infatuation and intimacy before it dives off to drama.”

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Giveon prioritizes creative storytelling over the random musings of party tales, petty breakups, and ill-advised sexual encounters that fuel music today. Some stories are culled from his own experiences, others from his friends’ relationship woes. Around his brothers and guy friends, conversations veer superficial, rarely ever pivoting to the deep, sensitive topics of love and heartbreak he sings about. “My brothers and my homies, they’re not really in tune emotionally or vulnerable. If I was just around my brothers and guys all the time, I don’t think I would be able to write relatable, emotional stories the way I do,” he explains. Long chats with his mother were how he “learned to listen to women and understand how someone is feeling.” And so he built up a knack for vulnerable storytelling that captures the internal struggle between fragility and strength.

On his debut, Giveon deftly depicts the bewildering chaos of a relationship from honeymoon to breakup. “The Beach” presents the promise of a blossoming relationship, so long as his girl feels safe riding with him on the “eastside” of Long Beach, California where “it can get ugly.” “World We Created” finds the loverboy assuring his lady that despite her doubts and fears, he’s committed to her and “ain’t nothing or nobody that’s ever gonna break us.” He becomes stuck in an entanglement midway through the EP on “Favorite Mistake”—a song he didn’t initially intend to include but turned into a hit—as he secretly steps out on his current love for a situationship he knows won’t end well (it doesn’t). By the time listeners reach “Heartbreak Anniversary,” Giveon is picking up what’s left of his broken heart, foolishly building up his hopes that his ex will return. She doesn’t, but he hasn’t given up hope. Take Time outro “Vanish” offers the singer a moment of clarity as he finally realizes his actions caused the demise of his relationship. But he ends on an optimistic note: “I can be a hypocrite/I got stuff to work on/You got stuff to work on/But, we’re gonna, we’re gonna make it work/I love you.”

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When It’s All Said and Done picks up where Take Time left off—Giveon is heartbroken, but he’ll never let his friends know that. “[The album] starts off with the mindset of I don’t need this person. I know I’m the best this person is ever going to get. Then, we move into me trying to get closure, but that closure ends up turning into accepting she’s gone forever,” he explains. Like the home he’s steadily decorating, Giveon favors sparse, airy melodies that never feel too crowded, giving his velvety baritone enough room to let his innermost thoughts come through. In the first moments of the intro, Giveon admits he called his ex multiple times to right his wrongs, but when asked by a friend if the relationship is really over at the end of the song, he masks his hurt by leading with his ego.

“When the EP starts, I’m frustrated, full of ego and pride, saying whatever,” he says. “It’s a bit cocky, but it’s a true intimate moment I remember from that time, and it made me think about the conversations I had with a lot of my guy friends. It’s kind of hard to accept that or move on from it. So the first song is a coping mechanism. You’re trying to cope with it by saying you’re going to be the best they had anyway. It’s their loss-type of attitude, but you’re hurt deep down inside,” he adds. But the real Giveon shows up when his friends leave his side and he’s left to confront his shortcomings alone in his room. With a phone ringtone serving as the transition from the ego-fueled “Still Your Best” to “Last Time,” a collaboration with Aalegra, Giveon peels back the facade and bears his soul as he cuddles with the same person he convinced his friends he’s done with.

About halfway through our conversation, Giveon has a confession to make. “I don’t think I’m ever actually alone,” he admits. “If I am alone physically, I’m FaceTiming with someone. I hate being by myself. I have separation problems, and this is my first time being by myself [in my life]. I hate it. I’m always talking to somebody and I always end up reflecting on these old stories when I’m alone.” Not to mention being in lockdown at home for months puts a magnifying glass on past situations and accelerated issues he says would’ve come up down the line anyway.

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As we near the final song on the album, “Stuck On You,” the declaration Giveon made in the intro that, “I’ma be good when it’s all said and done,” seems harder to believe. He accepts that regardless of how bad he is for her and how damaging the relationship is for him, he’s too desperately in love to let her go for good. I call it toxic. Giveon calls it catharsis.

“These songs are about situations that happened six to eight years ago, so it’s a form of therapy to finally get it off my chest after all this time,” he says. “I want to be one of those artists who are openly honest and vulnerable. Being a savage person comes easy to some, but deep down I’m just not that type of dude. I’m out here mourning and heartbroken like the rest of us.”

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Loewe’s Spring-Summer Collection Belongs In A Museum

While some designers understandably phoned it in this season, Jonathan Anderson did not went all in. His spring-summer collection for Loewe brings new meaning to gallery girls. Each piece looks as if it belongs in a museum, and the art world is one that Anderson is familiar with.

Since 2015, Anderson has worked with artist Anthea Hamilton, most notably in a 2018 installation for the Tate Museum in London, England. He once again tapped the surrealist to design wallpaper that accompanied this season’s invitation to give viewers a comprehensive experience. In lieu of an in-person runway, Loewe’s team sent out invitations that encouraged “attendees” to participate in the creativity, titling the collection “Show-in-a-Box”. That box being a package sent to “attendees” that consisting of scissors, powdered glue, a paintbrush, and rolls of Hamilton’s wallpaper. Gimmicky, yes, but in the way that high art tends to be, like placing a dot sticker down at a Yayoi Kusama exhibit. Expect these deliveries to crawl through your Instagram feeds shortly.

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Loewe’s Show-on-the-Wall box, complete with wallpaper, wallpaper glue, a paintbrush, and more.

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Anderson approached this collection like a historian. “I liked this idea of how we were going to really delve into exploring the art of fashion,” he says in the brand’s collection video, a COVID-19 virtual substitute for a formal walk-though. “It makes us think of the past, the present, and future. How can you make these three things communicate without having to disregard for the other?”

And his research shows. Not only does he note American ceramicist George E. Ohr as inspiration behind new bag shapes, but it’s clear that Anderson is bridging gaps between epochs. The collection borrows from Victorian-era couture with his whimsical interpretation of boning and bustles mashed up with a whiff of Rei Kawakubo’s undulating forms in a playful game of exaggeration. Hamilton’s wallpaper ballooned into a two-piece. Latticework was sprinkled with floral appliqués, shoulders poofed, and knits were knotted.

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With time on his hands in isolation, Anderson emphasized, “This collection glorifies the hand embroidered, the hand woven, the handmade.” One structured basket cape made of woven leather is both avant-garde, yet reminiscent of an Ikea pendant lamp (we mean this as a compliment). He describes it more eloquently, approaching the silhouette as “this idea of leather craftsmanship that kind of controls silk or becomes more like poetic armor.” And protecting ourselves while embracing the morbid ridiculousness of life is astute. Somehow, Anderson struck a balance between our chaotic reality while designing in frivolity. It’s art for art’s sake, but escapism might be what we need right now. The collection is powerful yet quiet, not unlike Anderson himself, providing a balm to the chaos, ending his collection with a crisp white wedding dress.

Some brands designed for lockdown in the form of gauche sweatpants, while Anderson wants his wearer to break free from our quarantine shackles. We can’t leave our homes, so we might as well daydream in bulbous trousers. Despite creating this collection entirely remote, he wanted to transport viewers. It pulls directly from history books, acknowledges its own frivolity and fantasy in the middle of a chaotic year, but remains wearable art that looks to the future of fashion. Because Anderson is the future of fashion. “[The collection is] very confident it really makes the wearer become something. It takes them to another place. Sometimes it’s nice to kind of escape into clothing.”

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The AGO is Teaming Up With a Female-Focused Art Gallery for a Virtual Pop-up

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The pop-up runs for 30 days starting October 7.

According to a recent article in Artnet, female artists account for less than 2% of the art sold at auctions over the past decade. It’s an abysmal statistic but one that Toronto-based artist Nuria Madrenas wants to play a role in changing with MRKT Gallery, an online platform for female-made art.

As an illustrator herself, she realized early on in her career that there was a huge disparity between women and men in the art world. “On average, female-made art is usually sold at 40% less than what the male equivalent would be,” she says. “So not only is the sheer volume much less but also the actual value that people are placing on female-made art is much less as well. So overall there are several challenges and barriers for female artists.”

To create a space where women’s art could be represented with the aim of getting it sold, Madrenas launched MRKT Gallery in December 2019. The website now carries work by dozens of female-identifying artists in Canada, the United States, the UK, Malaysia and other countries around the world, and is partnering with the Art Gallery of Ontario on a virtual pop-up this month.

Minimalist line drawings, fashion illustrations and female silhouettes feature prominently amongst the offerings on the site, which Madrenas says are the most popular pieces. So the artists she looks to add to her expanding roster are those whose aesthetic and style matches what the MRKT consumers are looking for.

“We want to make sure when we bring on a new artist that it’s going to be a viable platform for them to actually get their work sold. Because if their style doesn’t align with what our customers are looking for then we don’t want to prohibit them from selling on other platforms that may be a better fit for them.”

Artists carried by MRKT include Toronto-based Brazilian illustrator Luiza Albertini, London-based Japanese artist June Mineyama-Smithson, and Canadian artists like Chantal Walkes, whose art explores themes of culture and identity, and Rachel Joanis, a digital illustrator known for her use of bright, saturated colours.

MRKT Gallery’s aim is to “merge creativity and commerce” by offering not only a platform for emerging artists to share their work and develop a following but also by ensuring that 50% of the profits go straight to the artist.

“We manage all the printing, framing, packaging and shipping,” she explains. “Our artists provide us with the files or the original works of art that they choose to sell, and we manage everything from there. So all the leg work is taken off their plate. And after those costs associated with it, the profits are split 50-50.”

In an effort to garner more visibility for female artists, MRKT Gallery has teamed up with the Art Gallery of Ontario (AGO) for a virtual pop-up. Starting October 7 and running for 30 days, a curated selection of 14 prints will be available to purchase on the museum’s website. The 9×12″ size prints, which typically run for $65 on the MRKT Gallery website, will be sold at an exclusive price of $50 at the AGO pop-up.

While the pandemic has decreased or entirely eliminated footfall in galleries and museums, Madrenas says people seem to be on the hunt for affordable art, considering how much time they’re now spending at home.

“People are looking around their homes and thinking ‘I need to fill this blank wall’ or ‘maybe I’ll finally get around to decorating my home office or guest room now that I’m using it more’ or whatever it may be. Also, many people are moving out of the city and into larger spaces on the outskirts of the city. With larger space comes more walls and more room for decoration.”

If artwork to brighten up your surroundings is something you’re on the lookout for, take a peek at some of the prints on offer at the MRKT Gallery x AGO pop-up in the gallery below.

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These Expert-Approved Tips Will Help You Fight Colds and COVID-19 and Boost Your Immune System

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It’s officially cold and flu season, and coupled with the coronavirus pandemic, you may be feeling stressed and worried about getting sick. You’ve probably heard people say that in order for your body to have the best chance at fighting off viruses like the flu and COVID-19, you should focus on “boosting” your immune system. This isn’t entirely wrong, but unfortunately, taking one millennial-friendly packaged supplement here and there won’t do the trick.

What Is the Immune System and What Does It Do?

Before going any further, it’s important to know what your immune system is and its purpose. “Our immune system is essentially a system in our body to allow us to stay healthy, fight infections, and to heal when we come in contact with viruses, pathogens, or if we simply just get ill,” Nicole Avena, PhD, assistant professor of neuroscience at the Mount Sinai School of Medicine, told POPSUGAR. Our immune system keeps us safe and well, “and a lot of things go into making it function well,” Dr. Avena said. Your diet and nutrition, stress, sleep, and exercise all impact how well our immune system works. And for some, it just comes down to genetics.

How to Strengthen Your Immune System

Making changes to your lifestyle such as getting the recommended seven hours of sleep each night and reducing your stress are two proven ways to improve your immunity as poor sleep and high levels of stress negatively impact our body’s ability to fight infection, Dr. Avena explained. “And so I tell people, ‘Don’t worry so much about taking a supplement, or taking some special tea, or whatever latest drink is going to affect your immune system. It’s really just a matter of just trying to chill out and get more rest,'” she explained.

Adults should aim for seven to eight hours of sleep each night, because when we don’t get enough sleep, “our body is essentially having to work overtime during our waking hours just to keep it functioning correctly,” Dr. Avena explained. Caffeine can make you feel like you’re functioning great, but ultimately, a lack of sleep means the resources that would go to helping your body be prepared to fight diseases, conditions, and pathogens is directed toward helping you get through the day. It’s like playing a team sport but being short a few players, Dr. Avena said. You may be able to win (in this case fight off illness and pathogens), but it’s going to be a lot harder.

The same goes for stress. If you’re experiencing chronic stress, your hormones, specifically cortisol (aka the stress hormone), can be impacted, which can lead to more problems that can be “disruptive to your immune system,” Dr. Avena said. “So the stress, I think, is really something that can be difficult for a lot of people to manage, but it’s very important to keep under control, because it can really open a Pandora’s box of problems when it comes to helping support your immune system.”

In addition to getting more sleep and reducing your stress levels, exercise can also help support your immune system, according to Dr. Avena. When you exercise, your body gets stronger. Dr. Avena explained that the better shape you’re in, the easier it is for you to exist, meaning your body doesn’t have to work as hard to make sure your joints and cardiovascular system, for example, are functioning at an optimum level. The best part is, any type of movement will help strengthen your immune system. You can run, you can walk, you can do 10 minutes of stretching — “it all counts toward helping to keep you in shape and to keep your immune system being able to function as best it can,” Dr. Avena said.

What Foods Can Help Strengthen Your Immune System

Food can also impact how well your immune system functions, but there isn’t an exact list of items you should eat to improve your immunity. Dr. Avena recommends limiting the amount of processed, high-salt, and high-sugar foods you’re consuming. “All those things are going to have a negative impact on our health, and in turn, on our immune system,” she said. You can still have foods like donuts and chips, but like most things, it’s about balance. Dr. Avena emphasized getting a range of nutrients in your body and not following restrictive diets as they can lead to nutrient deficiencies, which can have a negative impact on how your immune system functions.

Consuming foods that naturally contain vitamin C (citrus fruits, leafy greens, and sweet potatoes, for example) and zinc (red meat, legumes, and nuts and seeds) can help. If you aren’t getting these nutrients from food sources, supplementing with vitamin C and zinc can work, Dr. Avena said. When possible, she recommends trying to get these nutrients from food as your body will absorb and utilize them better. Taking a single supplement won’t suddenly boost your immune system, and Dr. Avena recommends taking a holistic approach and making lifestyle changes in order for your immune system to function well.

Getting more sleep, reducing stress, exercising, and eating a variety of nutrient-rich foods, are your best bet if your goal is to have a stronger immune system. “You might find that you’re able to accomplish what you need to do for your health just by making the lifestyle changes in and of themselves,” Dr. Avena said. And as always, if you have any questions or concerns about your health, consult a medical expert such as your primary care doctor.

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Blackpink’s The Album Release Nearly Broke Twitter

After months of anticipation, Blackpink’s first studio album The Album is finally here. Featuring hits like “Ice Cream” and “How You Like That,” the eight-track release shot to the top of iTunes last night and threw Twitter into a frenzy, where the group’s loyal fanbase (a.k.a Blinks) celebrated the comebacks of Rosé, Jennie, Lisa, and Jisoo.

The K-Pop stars opened up about preparation for The Album in their ELLE October cover story. “These days, we have no boundaries when it comes to work,” Jennie said. “Even on our days off, we’re basically at the studio recording.” Rosé added, “Life is work, and work is life!”

Collaborator Bekuh Boom, who has writing credits on The Album for songs like “You Never Know” and “Crazy Over You,praised Blackpink’s versatility and star power. “They represent this unity between women—how all of us can be different but still get along and bring something powerful to the table,” she says. “Their music speaks to so many different people from so many different walks of life. I’m just really grateful to be a part of that.”

Ahead, the best Twitter reactions to Blackpink’s The Album.

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Now That Time Is a Flat Circle, Fashion Seasons Are, Too

spring 2021 reissues

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This summer, I spent a lot of my time on the phone, chatting with designers and other fashion people about what they thought the future of fashion might hold. One of the most common refrains, which will not surprise anyone who’s been following recent industry discourse, was that seasons no longer matter. Many of those I spoke to said traditional fashion weeks are no longer working for them, and that they want to release collections more in line with their own whims.

And now that time is a flat circle, those of us on the other end of the exchange—the customers—are feeling that way too. This isn’t a brand-new phenomenon, of course—it’s reflected in the see-now, buy-now craze that hit a few years back and the popularity of reissues by brands from Prada to Marc Jacobs. As Sloane Crosley observed in the pages of ELLE earlier this year, the nostalgia window is getting smaller and smaller as celebrities re-wear recent vintage and we all scour The Real Real and Depop for fresh grails. Amid the urgency of the sustainability movement and the rise of upcycled brands that have helped us look at old clothes in a new way, the old fashion-victim prohibition against clothes that were “so last season” was already, thankfully, feeling tired.

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A spring 2021 look from Heron Preston featuring the Toolbox bag.

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But COVID and time at home has definitely accelerated the process. I’m sure I’m not alone in rooting around in the recesses of my closet and finding things that seem to, once again, make sense in my 2020 wardrobe. From the costume designs I did for a production of Heartbreak House in college—hybrids of chopped-up wedding dresses and military gear scrounged from an emporium called Dollar a Pound—to my uncle’s FDNY sweatshirt emblazoned with his firehouse number, everything (a little bit) old is new again. To use the well-worn parlance of the 2008 recession, we’re all shopping our closets once more.

And judging from Spring 2021 thus far, designers seem to be on a mind-meld with the rest of us. At Versace, the Trésor de la Mer prints from spring 1992 found new life, while Miuccia Prada’s much-talked-about linkup with Raf Simons featured a few looks with the signature prints of her 1996 collection. For his spring 2021 Coach Forever collection, Stuart Vevers reissued a personal favorite of mine, the fall 2014 Apollo sweater inspired by Danny’s sweater in The Shining. (I remember craving it when I first saw Tavi Gevinson wearing it six years ago.) A T-shirt from his spring 2018 Keith Haring collaboration and a reimagined Coach x Jean-Michel Basquiat trench from this past season also made their way into this season’s collection.

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Kate Moss wearing the reissued fall 2020 Coach x Jean-Michel Basquiat trench, part of the spring 2021 collection.

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Bob the Drag Queen in Coach’s spring 2021 lookbook, wearing the reissued Apollo sweater from fall 2014. 

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This archive diving wasn’t limited to big brands with decades of history and climate-controlled archives to mine, though. Heron Preston refined some of his greatest hits, like the Toolbox bag. “I looked at our best performing pieces, and pieces that had become emblematic of what we do,” the designer said in his show notes. “Even before COVID-19 hit, I felt that I was doing too much, too much, too much. This collection is smaller, with a greater focus on our core strengths.”

At Kwaidan Edtitions, founded in 2016, designers Léa Dickely and Hung La looked to their previous work with pieces that riffed on their label’s signatures. During a Zoom walkthrough of the collection from their London HQ, the designers showed me a mood board they put together of past key items, including their viral tie-dye swirl T-shirt from spring 2018. Luckily for them, their archive is conveniently located in their London home. “While everybody was cleaning out their attics, we were digging through our archive,” La says. “For us, it was a moment where everything slowed down. There weren’t a lot of emails and factories slowed down. We created a space where we kind of revisited everything we [had done], because we didn’t know what to do next.”

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A spring 2021 look from Kwaidan Editions that incorporates elements from previous seasons.

Kwaidan Editions by Léa Dickely

“There’s always this fear of getting called out for something you’ve done before,” says La. But, “because of COVID, the rules were different this season.” The pressure on designers to reinvent the wheel every season seems to have ebbed. But there was still room for a new kind of reinvention. “Even though we’re playing with signatures that we’ve used before,” like a rubber coat and plaid suiting, says La, “they don’t feel the same.”

And “without all the noise,” Dickely says, she was able to take the time to focus on her signature hand-drawn prints, many of them inspired by the decor of her grandmother’s home in the Alsace region of France (“I think Léa’s creativity was born in that house,” La adds.) As Dickely puts it, speaking for so many in the fashion world this season, “We’re not in this race anymore where we need to just advance and erase, advance, erase.”

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This New Canadian Partnership Highlights Local and BIPOC Designers

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HBC has teamed up with INLAND to highlight some of the country’s most exciting design talents.

If the focus of your new purchases of late has been on local and BIPOC designers, then the new partnership between Hudson’s Bay and INLAND is set to make that even easier. Launching today, the partnership will see the Canadian retailer offer a selection of apparel and accessory pieces from some of the country’s coolest up-and-coming brands through a dedicated shop online.

Beginning today and running until December 31, the INLAND online shop will house 44 local brands, almost 40 per cent of which are by BIPOC designers. Names include Omi Woods, Soft Focus (who recently spoke with FASHION about their newest drop of WFH essentials), Maguire, OKAYOK, Pretty Denim and more.

Speaking of the partnership in a release, Sarah Power, the founder and creative director of INLAND, said, “INLAND is a community where customers, designers and makers come together to celebrate the fabric of Canada through incredible design. We are committed to putting locally created pieces into every wardrobe and are very excited to be partnering with Hudson’s Bay to help make that a reality. By promoting sustainable collections, advocating for diverse representation and empowering local voices, we make it easy for Canadians to feel good about everyday wardrobe choices.”

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Want more? We’ve rounded up some of the coolest local small businesses and Black-run fashion and beauty brands to support now (and always!).

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Wait, Why Do People Think Donald Trump Doesn’t Have COVID?

The President of the United States announced that he has tested positive for COVID-19—and people have *theories*

Well folks, it happened. President Donald Trump has COVID-19. On October 2, the POTUS made the announcement on Twitter, writing: “Tonight, @FLOTUS and I tested positive for COVID-19. We will begin our quarantine and recovery process immediately. We will get through this TOGETHER!”

And let’s be honest, are any of us *really* surprised? While it’s no doubt a scary time and the president’s diagnosis should not be taken lightly, it was only a matter of time before the leader of the free world had a COVID scare, considering Trump has continued to shake hands throughout the pandemic, host rallies with mask-less supporters and one of his aides, Hope Hicks, just announced she’d tested positive for the virus. But, despite the president himself announcing that he and the First Lady have tested positive, some people are skeptical that Trump’s diagnosis is even real, with some theorizing that Trump is “faking” his diagnosis in order to impact the presidential campaign (we are, after all, only about a month out from the November 3 election). But why would Trump ever fake a positive COVID diagnosis? Here’s everything we know about Trump’s test results and the theories around them.

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OK, so why do people think Donald Trump doesn’t *actually* have COVID-19?

Shortly after Trump announced that he and his wife Melania Trump had tested positive, the internet went into overdrive sharing what they love best—conspiracy theories. Paramount among them is the theory that Trump doesn’t *actually* have the virus, but rather is faking it. But why in the heck would he even do that? According to some on the internet, they think it’s in order to save face and get out of future presidential debates (or at least be able to do them virtually) after the chaotic mess that was the first one. As Twitter user @lsarsour tweeted: “Seems like someone don’t wanna go back to the debate stage.”

(FYI, for anyone who watched the first (honestly terrifying) debate on September 29, this theory might make sense.)

Others surmised that perhaps Trump—who has taken a decidedly light stance on the severity of COVID—may be actually *saying* he has COVID, only so that he can come out the other end easily and unscathed, lending to his theory that the virus isn’t as bad as people are making it out to be.

It’s important to note that these are all theories, and as far as anyone knows, Trump has tested positive for COVID-19.

And how is QAnon related to Trump’s COVID diagnosis?

Because Trump’s announcement and the aforementioned conspiracy theories re circulating on the internet, it was only a matter of time before QAnon threw their own hat—and theories—into the ring. ICYMI, QAnon is an online conspiracy group that has *alleged* everything from Chrissy Teigen and John Legend being pedophiles (an unsubstantiated claim), to Wayfair trafficking children via their home goods (also unsubstantiated), to the coronavirus being a fake pandemic orchestrated to deflect attention away from satanic pedophile rings or created by Bill Gates so that he can secretly embed microchips through vaccine shots (also unsubstantiated).

Despite its followers alleging that COVID is fake, as soon as news of the president’s positive results emerged, QAnon quickly flipped their script, theorizing that Trump does in fact have COVID-19, but claiming that he got it on purpose. And again, we have to ask, why in the heck would anyone do that? According to QAnon, it comes back to one very famous person: Hillary Clinton. As summarized in an October 2 article by Vice, followers of QAnon believe that President Trump contracted COVID in order to arrest former presidential candidate Hillary Clinton. Confused? So are we. According to Vice: “Trump knows COVID is fake, so his admission that he is infected is actually a power move on the deep state, who think COVID is real because they created it as a power move on Trump. Which all means that Hillary Clinton is getting arrested.”

One user pointed to what they say is a hidden message in Trump’s tweet, saying that the word TOGETHER is actually a reference to Clinton—To Get Her. Another posited that the president has to self-isolate before Clinton’s imminent arrest for optics—getting COVID right now makes that an easy task.

Clinton has long been a target of Trump’s, with the Justice Department launching an inquiry into Clinton in 2017, prompted by the president. Said inquiry was into concerns that the FBI hadn’t fully pursued cases related to the Clinton Foundation, as well as concerns around Clinton’s tenure as Secretary of State. As Vanity Fair reported in January 2020, this investigation yielded nothing.

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So, what’s going to happen with the 2020 presidential election?

Regardless of what people on the internet may think to be true, one thing is certain: the rest of the election, and the president’s plans to hit the campaign trail, *will* change. Per CNBC, White House physician Dr. Sean Conley said the White House team would maintain a “vigilant watch” on the POTUS and First Lady, but expected that Trump will be able to maintain his duties safely. The big change-up will be with those around him. In a research note published earlier this year, John Hudak, a senior fellow and deputy director at the Brookings Institution’s Center for Effective Public Management, outlined scenarios and precautions to protect the president should he contract COVID-19. Hudak noted that challenges would come in regards to those around Trump, like his 24-hour Secret Service protection. “The need for 24-hour Secret Service protection could put agents at risk for contracting it. But given modern technology, the president could quarantine and have remote or sufficiently distanced contact from most, if not all, aides, including the individual(s) who would be involved in the presidential daily brief,” Hudak said. As well, per CNBC, those in “line of succession” to the president, like Vice President Mike Pence, will most likely now have limited contact with him.

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And as for the election? In an blog post posted October 1, Rick Hasen, a law professor at the University of California said he found it “hard to believe” that Congress would pass a bill to delay the presidential election due to Trump’s diagnoses. Hasen did concede it was a possibility that a bill may be passed to postpone the election if one of the presidential candidates became incapacitated.

So for now, the election will carry on.

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We Hate to Break It to You, but Sweating a Lot Doesn’t Mean Your Workout Is the Best

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You’ve probably seen numerous workouts promising to make you sweat like never before, implying that the sweatier you are, the harder you’ve worked and the closer you are to achieving your fitness goals. But here’s the thing, how much you sweat doesn’t determine if you’ve worked harder, if you’re getting stronger, or anything like that. It’s just sweat — kind of.

Is Sweat an Indicator of a Good Workout?

If you’re wondering if there’s a correlation between how much sweat you’ve produced during a given workout and if it means your training better, Lindsay Baker, PhD, senior principal scientist at the Gatorade Sports Science Institute, told POPSUGAR, “No, the two are not necessarily correlated although it can be.” While your sweat more than likely isn’t an indicator of having an optimal workout, “The intensity that you’re working out is definitely an important factor that determines how much you sweat, but it’s not the only factor,” she explained.

There are many variables that impact how much you sweat, for example, the environment. You’ll more than likely sweat less doing an intense HIIT workout indoors with air conditioning versus doing the HIIT workout outdoors in the heat. “There are other factors like how fit you are, how acclimated to the heat you might be, body size, for example, so it’s hard to compare,” Dr. Baker said. It’s especially hard to compare between different people because of all these other factors that impact the amount that you sweat, she continued.

Another thing you have to consider when it comes to sweat is that you could be sweating a lot without knowing how much sweat your body is producing. Sweat doesn’t always show up as droplets on your skin, it can also show up on your clothes (hello, butt sweat stains!), or it may not show up at all because it’s evaporating into the air when you’re in drier environments like Arizona. “For all those reasons, it’s not necessarily a perfect indicator of the quality of your workout.”

If you’re simply comparing yourself to yourself and all the other variables are the same, such as training in the same environmental conditions, a lighter workout such as yoga will result in less sweat than an intense cycling workout because your muscles are working harder.

What Causes People to Sweat During Exercise?

So what exactly causes you to sweat during exercise? According to Dr. Baker, when you work out, your muscles are working and the harder they work the more heat they generate, called metabolic heat production. Your body wants to stay at a safe, core temperature, but the more you move, the warmer your body becomes.

In order for your body to attempt to stay at a safe, core temperate, “what your body does is [it] starts sweating so that you can evaporate that sweat and lose heat in order to maintain body heat balance and keep your core temperature in a safe zone,” Dr. Baker explained. Essentially, the more heat your body generates when you exercise, the more you need to sweat in order to lose body heat and maintain a safe heat balance, she said.

Is It Normal to Not Sweat a Lot?

There are heavy sweaters and then there are the people who rarely break a sweat no matter how intense the workout or how hot it is. According to Dr. Baker, you shouldn’t be concerned if beads of sweat aren’t running down your body after a workout, it’s more than likely just your genetics.

“The body is pretty good about sweating as much as it needs to to maintain a safe, core temperature. It’s not necessarily a bad thing if you don’t sweat that much. It just means that you don’t have the need to sweat as much,” she said. Conversely, if you sweat a lot, it’s necessary in order for your body to stay in balance. Some people may have hyperhidrosis, a condition that causes excessive sweating, but Dr. Baker said it’s regional and usually occurs in the armpits or hands, “It’s not usually a factor for exercise.”

Everyone sweats differently, and you shouldn’t be concerned if a strength workout makes your friend sweat more or less than you. Your sweat can be used as a gauge of how intense you’re working, contingent upon the environment, but it doesn’t tell the entire story as to how hard or “good” your workout is. If you’re in the mood to train hard and (possibly) work up a sweat, check out a few of our favorite workouts ahead:

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Nicki Minaj Has Reportedly Given Birth to Her First Child

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Nicki Minaj is officially a mom. TMZ reports that the rapper welcomed her first child with husband Kenneth Petty on Wednesday in Los Angeles. There’s no word on the baby’s gender or name just yet.

In July, Minaj announced the news she was expecting her first baby with a series of maternity photos on Instagram. “Preggers,” she captioned the posts.

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The rapper started pregnancy rumors earlier this year, when a fan asked her to share baby bump photos on Twitter. “Yea in a couple months. The world ain’t ready yet,” she wrote.

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Minaj revealed her marriage to Petty during an episode of Queen Radio last year. “We did get our marriage license,” she said. “I think I have what I was striving for, just happiness. It was so hard to get to a happy place. Now that I’m there, I don’t want to compromise that for anyone or anything.”

The news of Minaj welcoming her first child comes a little over a year after she first fueled speculation that she could be pregnant on Chance the Rapper’s “Zanies and Fools” track.

Minaj rapped on the July 2019 track, ““He the Clyde to my Bonnie, ’bout to walk down the aisle and be a mommy. / Ooh, I remember when I cried like, ‘Why me?’ / Now I wouldn’t exchange my life for Armani.”

In 2018, the rapper opened up to ELLE about being single. “I remember feeling like I could do anything at one time in my life” she said. “And somewhere along the line, I just started second guessing myself, for whatever reason. As soon as I realized that I could actually live and breathe, and eat and sleep, and walk and talk without having a boyfriend, something clicked in me.”

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Who Gets to Be an Equestrian?

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Shaquilla “Shaq” Blake at Pine Hill Farm in Taunton, Massachusetts.

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At 10 a.m., it’s already as hot as midday. Shaquilla “Shaq” Blake, a rising Black equestrian, finishes feeding the horses at a stable in Massachusetts as part of her student work in exchange for riding lessons. Wearing black breeches and a T-shirt that proclaims “Coffee” in AC/DC font, she squints at the rising sun.

Mornings at the big gray barn start with feedings and end with cleanings. It’s a picturesque scene: The horses—mostly quarters, and some Arabians, Shetlands, and Connemaras—are hosed down with cool water. Everyone gathers around back by the red picnic tables. There, Blake sits with five other barn workers—all of them white. Under the shade, the air thick with the scent of manure, they take a moment to catch their breath before the day’s trail rides begin. As Blake cools off, she feels a tug at her dreadlocks. “Can you feel that?” a giddy voice says from behind her. It belongs to a 13-year-old girl whose profile matches what Blake calls “your typical equestrian”—namely, wealthy and white. Can I feel that?? Of course I can! You just yanked the hell out of my dreads!

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This wasn’t the first time Blake felt unwelcome in the sport she loves. At that barn, where she no longer rides, she heard fellow riders use the n-word in front of her. Another time, “Some kids were talking, and one of them goes, ‘Do you smoke pot?’ ” she recalls. “And the other one was like, ‘No, I don’t smoke pot! You think I’m a poor Black person?’ ”

Once, these comments may not have ricocheted beyond the horse-world bubble. But like many elite, largely white institutions—prep schools, opera, theater—the equestrian world is facing its own reckoning with racism. A week after the murder of George Floyd, 17-year-old rider Sophie Gochman, who is white, penned an online essay for the horse-world magazine The Chronicle of the Horse. “We are an insular community with a gross amount of wealth and white privilege, and thus we choose the path of ignorance,” she wrote. A white trainer, Missy Clark, composed a rebuttal. “In our world, some choices are forced because they’re based on the cold hard fact most people can’t afford to do this. It doesn’t mean that it’s fair,” she wrote, “but it also doesn’t mean that it’s discrimination.” Their exchange prompted Lauryn Gray to submit her own story to the publication. The 17-year-old Canadian jumper, who is of mixed race, wrote that “my barn and the circuit I compete on have always been an extremely loving and accepting environment, but…I realize that the same can’t be said about our community as a whole.”

When people talk about the equestrian world in America, they’re usually referring to the one governed by the United States Equestrian Federation (USEF) and tied to major national competitions—and Olympic dreams. The costs to get into the sport (and advance to higher levels), however, are steep, when it comes to both money and time. For example, buying an average amateur horse will set you back $5,000 to $20,000 and up. A top-rated competition like the 12-week-long Wellington horse shows (the Winter Equestrian Festival and the Adequan Global Dressage Festival) in Wellington, Florida, aka the winter equestrian capital of the world, could cost from $10,000 to $65,000 when you factor in the entry fee and the costs of stabling and care. If the dream includes competing at the upper-elite international level with a top horse, add upwards of another $500,000. The average USEF member owns four horses, has an annual income of $185,000, and has a net worth of $955,000. The median household income in America is a little over $60,000 (for Black families, it’s $41,511). Members of the elite club of top-level riders include the children of Michael Bloomberg, Steve Jobs, Bill Gates, and Bruce Springsteen.

Finances aside, once you’ve ventured into the sport, it’s a whole other hurdle for Black people, especially women. “If you’re not one of them,” says Tayla Moreau of Pine Hill Farm, Blake’s adult amateur trainer, “it’s not like everyone welcomes you with open arms.” Black riders make up less than 1 percent of the USEF, and a Black equestrian has never competed for the U.S. in the Olympics.

Blake, who spends her days as the lead audio/visual technician at the Federal Reserve Bank in Boston, found ways to make it on her own dime, like buying an off-track Thoroughbred horse. She’s also a working student at Pine Hill Farm in Taunton, Massachusetts, and recently joined USEF (where 89 percent of the members are white and make six figures a year on average) as a “fan member” for $25 annually.

When Blake was first looking into farms, she went on a group trail ride at one barn. Immediately afterward, someone from the barn texted her, saying, “After reviewing [our] lessons and horses available, we do not have the appropriate lesson program to accommodate what you are looking for.” Confused after what she thought was a pleasant riding experience, Blake had a white friend request lessons. And they immediately told her “Absolutely!” Asking around later, she heard that barn had a reputation for not wanting low-income people or people of color to train there.

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Scnobia Stewart, a jumper from North Carolina, experienced something similar when she participated in a two-day clinic with Olympian Lendon Gray at a private stable in North Carolina. The 26-year-old worked hard at her Orange County Animal Services day job to save around $800 to travel to the clinic and stable her Dutch Harness horse, Zima. One morning as she braided Zima’s mane, a middle-aged white woman (who Stewart says didn’t work there or attend the clinic) walked up to her and asked if she was there to braid all the horses’ manes. “She looked at me [like I’m] ‘the help,’ ” Stewart says. “It wasn’t the first time [this] had happened to me, and I didn’t want to cause a scene. I let her know that the horse was mine and I was one of the riders in the clinic.” The woman looked at her in disbelief. After sizing up Stewart a moment longer, she walked away.

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Philesha Chandler, a Black dressage competitor from Florida, learned the hard way how alone Black people can feel in the sport. When she was a working student at a Kansas riding-lesson and boarding stable, she wasn’t treated like her white fellow riders, and they never stood up for her. White students at the barn were assigned the typical duties associated with a horse barn: tacking, cleaning stalls, feeding and grooming horses, painting fences. Her trainer would ask Chandler to clean her house: sweep and mop the floors, clean the bathrooms, and wash the dishes.

“It was one of those ‘What?’ moments,” Chandler says. “For the trainer to feel I was the best choice for her house chores because of the color of my skin—I was hurt.” Still, she never spoke up, for fear of losing access to the barn and its horses. “There are so many times I experienced racial prejudice in this sport,” she says, that she eventually grew numb. Now a dressage trainer with her own business, she prioritizes mentoring Black kids interested in dressage. “I want them to know that we belong here, and they can do this.”

Veteran show jumper Donna M. Cheek remembers coming up in the ’70s, and microaggressions that were not so micro. “People didn’t want to recognize me because of my skin color,” she remembers. Competing as a hunter—scored at the judge’s discretion—Cheek would get very low marks compared to her white counterparts. “After races, people would tell me, ‘That wasn’t right,’” she says. As a young rider, Cheek often felt unwelcome in riding circles. A white rider she trained with once invited Cheek over to her home for a pool party. Moments after she arrived, her friend’s mom said, “You know how I feel about these people,” and pointed at Cheek. “I wasn’t part of their world, and they made it clear,” she says now.

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Her parents received their share of discrimination on their daughter’s behalf. A top trainer from a private riding club in California was interested in working with Cheek. “The trainer was very forthright with my parents and told them, ‘She’s really good, but there’s no way she would be invited into the riding club to train or take a clinic.’ And my parents didn’t tell me about that until decades later.” She says if she could have trained there, that kind of access would have been a game changer.

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Despite the challenges, Cheek went on to become the first Black rider to represent the United States in the 1981 World Show Jumping Championships and the first equestrian inducted into the Women’s Sports Hall of Distinction in 1997. She’s now a trainer in Paso Robles, California, and she says there’s still so much work to be done to make the sport more welcoming toward Black people. Now she’s one of those asking the question, How can the future of the sport change so that Black girls who dream of riding can actually participate?

For the sport to truly enter a new chapter, Black riders say, it has to start from within: USEF needs to step up. Riders want to see themselves in magazines, on television screens, and in industry-wide promotions. Investing in inner cities with higher minority populations is also crucial. “If you can’t see people who look like you doing it, living it, how can you dream of becoming that thing?” Blake says.

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“People need to be exposed to stories like mine,” says top rider Jordan Allen. “That you can do this and not have all the money.” Allen started riding when she was 7; by 10, her talent caught the eye of well-known trainer Kim Carey. She recommended Allen for the prestigious training center Ashland Farms, where she became a working student. “[Riding at Ashland] exposed me to other barns and to other people giving me horses,” she adds. Without mentorship, scholarship, and access, getting to the top may not have been possible. Allen counts herself lucky: She won the Overall Grand Champion title (in the 3’6″ section) at the USEF Junior Hunter National Championship. But the 19-year-old is usually one of the few Black riders at horse shows and is the only Black athlete on her University of South Carolina equestrian team. Young Black girls reach out to her on Instagram to tell her she’s an inspiration. It’s important for them, she says, to “see me out there.”

USEF says it’s doing the work needed to make the sport inclusive and fair. “The experiences recently shared with us by Black members of our community are heartbreaking and deeply troubling,” said CEO Bill Moroney in a statement to ELLE. “They were also a wake-up call, and we now see US Equestrian has not been a strong enough ally for Black equestrians—especially Black women.” The federation is pledging to provide a special performance-based grant for riders; enact financial support programs that give access and promote education within the industry; implement mandatory antiracist and unconscious bias training for USEF’s staffers and board; and include more Black women in marketing materials. “It’s important that people see themselves,” says Vicki Lowell, USEF’s chief marketing and content officer. “I’m happy that USEF is paying attention and trying to make changes,” Blake says. “I hope it’s lasting change and not just something for the moment.” Meanwhile, she’s raising awareness about the lack of diversity on her blog, theblackequestrian. “It’s going to take all of us staying strong and fighting for the sport we love,” she says.

But that morning outside the barn, she felt all the pressure of being one of the few. Used to double takes and dealing with discriminatory comments, she knew she could handle a little white girl—though she really wanted to scream. “Can you feel this?” the girl asked, pulling harder the second time, making Blake’s head jerk back. Her blood rising, Blake reminded herself where she was and who she was around. “I’ve learned to come off as nonthreatening as possible,” she says, “whitewashing myself in a way, so that people are comfortable around me.”

“Yes, I can feel that,” she calmly told her, smiling. “Now stop touching my hair.”

This article appears in the October 2020 issue of ELLE.

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Bottega Veneta Launches Exclusive Pouch Bag for Vancouver Pop-Up

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The Holt Renfrew pop-up is the only place you can get your hands on this colour in the country.

If you’ve been pondering buying a Pouch bag from Bottega Veneta, might we suggest that now is the perfect time to do so, given that the brand has just released an exclusive colourway to celebrate its new pop-up in Vancouver?

Opening today, the pop-up is located in Vancouver’s Holt Renfrew, and will run until October 24. The store will house a wide selection of Fall 2020 womenswear pieces, including accessories, footwear and leather goods – specifically the brand’s cult-favourite Pouch handbag. In celebration of the pop-up, the brand has launched the Chain Pouch bag in a Porridge colour with a chunky gold chain detail ($5,040) and the pop-up is the only place to get your hands on the colour in Canada. The bag is already a wear-with-everything staple in the wardrobes of the fashion industry and Hollywood’s most stylish women, and this beautiful neutral is no exception.

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And in case you need any more of a reason to make the bag yours, luxury handbag resale site Rebag just released the first report associated with Clair, its automated luxury appraisal index which launched last year. According to the report, the Pouch is a very safe bet for value retention. In fact, the Pouch has an 86 per cent value retention on average. Bottega Veneta handbags in general have increased in value retention by 10 per cent in 2020 versus 2019, too – the brand’s Jodie Hobo is another good investment option, with a 95 per cent average value retention.

With the holidays right around the corner, this little beauty has skyrocketed right to the top of our wishlists.

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If You Frequently Cough After Eating, You May Want to Talk to Your Doctor

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We all have moments when something we’re eating or drinking goes down the “wrong pipe,” throwing us into a coughing fit. “Swallowing food, even liquids or our own saliva, is a very, very complex process, and at every step of that process — and there are a lot of them — errors can happen, resulting in a variety of symptoms,” Brian Riff, MD, a gastroenterologist and director of endoscopy at Associated Gastroenterology Medical Group in California, told POPSUGAR. Coughing is a natural response when something goes wrong in this process. It’s your body’s way of preventing foreign particles like bacteria, food, and gastric acid from entering the lungs.

However, if you find that you frequently cough after eating, it could be a sign of an underlying condition, rather than a natural reflex. One of the most common causes is gastroesophageal reflux disease (GERD), Dr. Riff explained. For people with GERD, acid can come back up from the stomach, into the esophagus, and spill over into the trachea, triggering a cough. Heartburn (the feeling of acid coming back up the chest), a sore throat, and hoarseness are also common symptoms of GERD.

While coughing after eating could point to GERD — or in some cases, dysphagia, a difficulty of swallowing — it isn’t always a major cause for concern. Some particles and ingredients can stimulate our cough centers, producing a cough reflex, Dr. Riff noted. It should come as no surprise that spicy foods are one of the most common culprits, because of the ingredient capsaicin. Foods high in citric acid (like lemons and limes), as well as acetic acid (found in things like vinegar or pickled vegetables), have also proven to tickle our cough centers.

Though giving up your favorite foods is never fun, paying attention to your diet can help eliminate your post-meal cough. Additionally, eating slowly, sitting up straight while you eat, and taking small sips of water between bites can all reduce your chances of coughing. If you’ve tried these things, or you’re concerned that your cough could be something more serious, Dr. Riff recommends speaking with your doctor.

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Here’s Who Got Revealed on The Masked Singer Tonight

In 2020, we all need some reminders that the world is still turning. Yes, that thought is a particularly dark one, but we’ll take what we can get. Somehow, the idea that people still go on live TV to do completely ridiculous things, such as sing in absurd costumes, brings about some kind of deranged sense of comfort. Season 4 of Fox’s The Masked Singer premieres tonight, and we have one more show to keep us distracted from the garbage fire burning around us. In fact, on episode one, the show was introduced as “TV’s craziest show at the time we need it the most.” Host Nick Cannon made a mask joke immediately: Finally we have something fun involving masks.”

The costumes this season are…what’s the word? Intriguing. Sure, let’s go with that. There’s a dragon, a pair of very Rocky Horror Picture Show lips, a giraffe dressed like a founding father, a jellyfish that also resembles some kind swamp creature, a mushroom, a box of popcorn, a snow owl with two heads, something called a “squiggly monster,” a “Whatcha Macallit,” “The Gremlin,” and…the sun.

They’ll be a handful for judges Nicole Scherzinger, Robin Thicke, Ken Jeong, and Jenny McCarthy, all of whom are returning with host Nick Cannon.

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Here are the celebrities who have been revealed behind the mask each week, starting with tonight: Week 1.

The People Behind the Masks

Week 1

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So, uh, Jeong thought The Dragon was Michael Phelps, because of a vague reference to “gold” in the clue package. But there was no way this deep, husky, clearly rap-adjacent voice belonged to anyone other than actual, professional rapper Busta Rhymes. Scherzinger and Thicke both guessed the man behind the dragon was Busta; Nick Cannon put his vote toward the rapper, too. And they were right. Sorry, Michael Phelps. Your rapping career is…probably never going to happen.

Week 2

In an unprecedented moment on the show, Oscar nominee Mickey Rourke, who was disguised as the Gremlin, took his mask off of his own volition, effectively eliminating himself from the show. “No, I want to take this off right now,” Rourke said, his voice still disguised under his mask. The panelists didn’t seem to know anything about this surprise reveal. “What’s happening?,” Jenny McCarthy asked. “It’s not that part of the show yet!,” Cannon exclaimed, as he made a show of trying to keep Rourke’s mask on.

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And then, we saw him. “I was in the neighborhood,” Rourke said, when Cannon asked why he joined the show. Classic.

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Mario Dedivanovic’s Debut Line Takes Us Inside The Celebrity Makeup Artist’s Mind

It’s been 20 years since celebrity makeup artist Mario Dedivanovic entered the scene, forever contouring the shape of the beauty world with highlights, shimmers, and perfectly winged liner that launched an army of copycats on social media.

Now, Dedivanovic, whom the New Yorker recently heralded as “The Makeup Artist at Ground Zero of Internet Beauty Culture,” has taken his years of expertise, massive internet fame, and a few personal checks to labs across the world to create his dream: a self-funded line of products titled Makeup by Mario.

For Dedivanovic, this moment is huge. He begins to tear up on a Zoom call as he discusses the project he began working on three years ago. “I’m just so excited for October 1st”—the launch date, Dedivanovic’s birthday, and the date he began working on the Sephora floor many years ago—“because it almost still doesn’t feel real to me,” he says.

The artist comes fully loaded with all the bonafides to make a bestselling beauty line. He’s most famous for his work on one of the 21st century’s most famous canvases, Kim Kardashian-West, and helped launch her KKW Beauty line. He’s also had brand partnerships with Laura Mercier and hosts a mega-popular Masterclass. This is the last box to check on his way to beauty moguldom.

For Dedivanovic, the Sephora gondola, the display for all a brand’s beauty products inside the store, is the ultimate symbol of his success. “I used to manifest into those Sephora bottles when I was cleaning them, that I would one day have that, knowing very well that I had to work very hard and it probably wouldn’t be 20-plus years until I did that,” he explains. “I’ve been dreaming about this moment for a long time.”

His dreams are finally a reality. The new line includes 21 products and tools, including eyeshadow palettes, brushes, and highlighters created to flatter any and all skin tones. “When I work, I tend to like products that I can use on all skin tones,” he says.

Below, a few beauty tips from the seasoned vet, plus a peek at the products in his collection.

He knows you’re bad at winged eyeliner.

A standout product in the line is the Master Pigment Pro Pencils, inspired by his older sister Vicky, a relatable queen with an inability to work with eyeliner.

“I think it’s hard even for an artist to really do a beautiful wing,” Dedivanovic says. “I know that a lot of people want to do wings, but it’s challenging and can be intimidating. With this pencil and brush shape, you take the pencil and draw a line from there [the center of your eyelid] to the corner. You stop at the corner and flip the brush over and up and lift. [The brush] literally does the flip for you. I wanted to make this technique very, very easy.”

Dedivanovic added that he will provide new content that inspired tools like the eyeliner and tutorials around how to use it on his social media platforms.

He likes both contoured and natural makeup.

“I know I’m [known] as the contour king, but I think there was a little misconception,” he says. “I’m not the type of artist that typically will do the heavy stripes and all those types of things. I like makeup to look as if one were born with it in terms of the colors and finishes on the skin. I like it to enhance a woman’s face, not to have it feel unnatural or that they have a ton of makeup on. My goal at the end is that when you are up close, in person, you do makeup to make it look beautiful there. But for me, that’s not enough. I want it to look beautiful for the person as well. Bot in the sense, Oh, wow, your makeup is beautiful. More in the sense of, Wow, you look beautiful.

The brand is for novices and beauty experts alike.

While the line is infused with years of experience from Dedivanovic, he wanted to create something that was easy for the most green of makeup appliers to use.

Here’s his tip for the Master Metallics palette:

This is a very creamy formula that’s a blend of powders and creams, so it’s very easy to use with just a swipe of a finger on your lid for a quick application. I wanted to separate my products by texture because as an artist, I was always trained from the very beginning that you always separated your mattes [from] your metallics. That’s the way you packed your bag as well.

The packaging is the future of beauty.

Dedivanovic was inspired by the iPhone and how easily it can fit into your hand. He wanted the tools to feel accessible and comfortable while you apply your makeup. Think 2001: A Space Odyssey meets BTS’s “On” music video: The full, nearly all-white kit comes in what looks like a briefcase from a space-age population that cracked the code on product design. “It felt like the future of makeup in a sense,” he says. “I hadn’t seen something like this when it was presented. Also, it felt pure.”

Meet the Products

The Master Prep and Set

Master Eye Prep & Set

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$28.00

Available in three different tones—light, medium, and deep—each set comes with six shades to be used as an eye primer. Dedivanovic originally tried to get this product in the palettes but couldn’t configure it correctly and inclusion would make the palettes gigantic. Thus, it evolved into its own separate product.

Master Mattes

Master Mattes Eyeshadow Palette

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$48.00

The Master Mattes were the first product Dedivanovic began working on in 2017. “The Master Matte palette is inspired by human skin tones,” he explains. “It’s inspired by the technique I have done for many years, in which I shape and contour the eyes using typically different, varying shades of foundation and/or concealer to shape and contour the eyes before I apply eyeshadow.”

To find the right human skin tones for the palette, he researched the different pigments that make up our skin tones. The shades also have a bit of translucency because he prefers subtle to extremely pigmented eyeshadow.

Master Metallic and Master Metals

Master Metallics Eyeshadow Palette

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$48.00

The all-metallic formula is a creamy blend of both powders and creams, making it very easy to use with a single swipe of your finger onto your lids. Dedivanovic, a self-proclaimed geek, researched the inside of our bodies for the pink, brown, and cream hues. “This is sort of representative of the shades that are within all our bodies on a cellular level,” he explains. “What’s really interesting is when you swatch all these colors together, it’s the epitome of my dream color palette when it comes to shimmery shades.”

Master Metals Eyeshadow Palette

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$48.00

If you’re looking for the easiest-to-use product in the collection, this palette is your go-to. But, if you’re looking for more of a high-intensity pigment, Dedivanovic created the Master Metals and Master Metals Manipulator to create your very own dream eye looks. “The idea is that the artist could scrape several shades and mix their own metal shades,” he says. “What happens when you use the Master Metal Manipulator is it turns it into a molten liquid metal. You can do liquid liners with it, you can do a quick all-over eyeshadow shade, or just the inner corner.

Bonus points: The Master Metal Manipulator also turns them into a completely waterproof product.

The Master Crystal Reflectors

Master Crystal Reflector Highlighter

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$24.00

The Master Crystal Reflectors come in three shades: quartz, citrine, and bronzite. The reflectors are a few of his favorites because of their sheer finish that “sparkles while dancing on the eyelid.”

The product also reflects light beautifully and gives a bit of reflection and dimension to the eyelid, but can be worn all over the face. “It’s a global exclusive formula, so no one can ever have this formula,” he adds. “I’m very excited about that.”

The Master Secret Glow

Master Secret Glow™ Highlighter

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$22.00

“For years, I liked to use a highlighter on the cheek or on the eye that is a completely sheer emollient glow,” he says. “I envisioned this even for the girl who really doesn’t wear any makeup. I do clients that have a very natural look and I like natural looks as well. This product really fits both of those.”

The Master Tools

Master Mattes™ Brightening Eye Pencil

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$20.00

For the collection, Dedivanovic created four pencils and four eyeshadow brushes. According to him, “Pencils are one of the most transformative aspects of makeup, especially when it comes to the eyes.” He incorporated his signature liner techniques into crafting them.

The brushes are inspired by the eyeshadow brushes he usually works with from Japan. They’re designed to work with the other formulas in the collection like the Master Mattes to make for an easy blend and application.

EF 1 Makeup Brush

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$22.00

Last but not least, he created gentle makeup remover wipes. “When I work, I’m very particular with wipes,” he says. “I use them to gently exfoliate the skin right before I go on with skincare.” He wanted to move away from traditional oily formulas so he created something without fragrance or the normal oily residue. “These are made with 100 percent natural, pure cucumber water, and they don’t leave any oiliness.”

Gentle Makeup Remover Wipes

MAKEUP BY MARIO
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$15.00

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Rebag’s Newly Released Data Shows Which Bags Are Actually Worth It

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Do you ever ask yourself, “Why the hell didn’t I scoop up that vintage Fendi Baguette on eBay years ago?” Anticipating the renaissance of a brand’s once iconic it-bag is at best intuitive, and at worst a bad investment. According to ThredUp’s 2020 consumer report, the resale market is estimated to be worth $64 billion by 2024. And between online retailers like The Real Real that sells used designer goods and furniture and, Grailed, a community platform known for selling ‘holy grail’ streetwear, secondhand marketplaces are on the up and up. There’s also StockX, which acts as a stock market for sneakerheads, tracking the value of rare Jordans you were probably too slow to add to cart anyway. Today, handbags are receiving the same treatment with Rebag.

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Last year the luxury designer bag and accessory reseller launched Clair, which acted as the Kelly Blue Book of handbags. It was able to give customers real-time rates of what their Louis Vuitton Speedy is worth, both to sell and to buy. The proprietary software tool has spent the last year acquiring data from customers and, in the brand’s commitment to transparency, is releasing its 2019-2020 report that reveals interesting details about our current shopping habits.

“Since launching Clair in October 2019, our submissions have almost tripled,” said Charles Gorra, CEO and founder of Rebag. “The resale industry is constantly changing. The Clair Report is our way of tracking those changes, sharing them with the public, and empowering consumers to make informed decisions and investments.”

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A graph detailing designer brands’ retention value. Hermes is the unicorn.

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In May 2020 Chanel increased their prices up to 17 percent, and the resale value increased alongside it.

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The value of your wardrobe investments is a personal decision. What is “worth it” to you varies drastically, but Clair’s findings give us an idea of what actually retains value and, most surprisingly, how that is affected by current trends. Clair’s report tells us that Hermes handbags hold about 80 percent of their value, while Chanel and Louis Vuitton demand 63 percent average value retention. This comes as no surprise.

However, the report also notes that both Dior and Bottega Veneta, whose accessory divisions were both revived with the former’s reintroduction of the Saddle bag and the latter’s promotion of Daniel Lee, saw drastic jumps. Respectively, Dior increased from 43 percent to 56 percent while Bottega Veneta saw an increase from 28 percent to 38 percent. In other words, if you had bought a Pouch clutch last year, you could sell it back for almost what you paid for, which was unheard of for its intrecciato bags (although we assume many are scouring the racks for vintage styles right now).

In the natural progression that Rebag has grown (the company successfully launched accessories earlier this year), they are adding their own stock market to its portfolio. In an industry first, Rebag is integrating a real-time price tracking tool on their site that allows users to trace the historical evolution of each item. Using a product’s individual Clair Code, you can personally see when a price tag drops or increases instantly (like when Chanel’s bags jumped up 25 percent, alarming purse lovers worldwide). Envision yourself on the Wall Street floor because now you harness the power of resale knowledge, giving you insight on when it’s best to sell or buy. At Rebag, their data is your data.

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Texture Talk: Aaron Wallace is Serving the Grooming Industry’s Underrepresented Customer — Black Men

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This is Texture Talk, a column that celebrates and deep dives into the dynamic world of curly hair, from crowns of curls that are free flowing to strands that are tucked away in a protective style.

The male grooming industry has blown up to become a multi-billion dollar trade, but through its soaring success, much of which is due to the beard movement, the industry has failed to recognize one particular customer with incredible buying power — Black men.

Whether located on their heads or face, the needs of Black men’s afro-textured hair is unique, yet product lines directed at them across mass and prestige markets are hugely underrepresented. It’s rare to find catered primping solutions on the shelves of major retailers, especially high-end, and whenever you do, the products are usually assigned to a separate, dingy section.

Aaron Wallace is on a mission to change that narrative. The British barber-turned-grooming-brand-founder has his own eponymous natural hair and beard care range for Black men, a line that was born out of his South East London barbershop. “How I came into the Aaron Wallace brand was simply through having conversations [with clients]. Cutting hair day in and day out, you become not only someone’s barber, but also like their hair doctor,” shares Wallace.

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Through these chats, Wallace says that he noticed that many of his Black male clients were dealing with the same hair issues, like constant dryness and receding hairlines. Aware of the lack of products on the market that properly catered to their needs, and uncomfortable recommending most of what was out there, the hair pro decided to take action with a four-piece, paraben-free line (which is now officially available in Canada via international shipping) that easily fits into any grooming routine no matter how simple or extensive it is. “I just found that there was such a need for my customers – and for myself. [Being a barber], I thought I was in the best position to find a solution for this.”

Since launching the Aaron Wallace brand, the entrepreneur has closed up shop to focus solely on his hair and beard care range. “The goal has been to produce products that are multi-functional and of a quality premium feel,” he says.

We recently caught up with the ex-barber virtually to chat hero ingredients, building his brand and the grooming industry at large. Read on for what he shared.

On building his grooming brand and landing on the right hero ingredients and formula:

“The first thing I did was look into the key differences between afro hair and other hair types. By doing research into the fundamental makeup of afro-textured hair, I was able to find ingredients that were really good for addressing afro-hair needs. For example, with textured hair, one of the main issues we’re very prone to is dryness because of the curl patterns, especially when you’re living in cooler countries. So once I had the issues I wanted to tackle, it was all about hero ingredients. I found that mango butter [is great] for maintaining hydration in the hair and that black seed oil is one of those almost mythical ingredients: It has so many holistic health benefits in terms of cleansing the hair and [promoting] hair growth. Mango seed butter and black seed oil ended up being the two staples I wanted to work with.

After that, I became the guinea pig. I tested all other ingredient ideas on myself and tested different formulations until I got to a point where I liked it. I then took products to customers and other Black men and ran a few focus groups to get their thoughts and feelings on what they thought could be improved. From there, we started to do the manufacturing.”

On his full Aaron Wallace product line-up:

“Our focus has always been on the solutions to healthy afro hair. I found that in order to really grow and maintain afro hair, you need to cleanse and preferably with a natural cleanser that doesn’t strip the hair too much of its natural oils. Then you need to condition with, again, a natural conditioner that helps to strengthen and improve the actual condition of the hair strand. Then it’s about locking in moisture. So we started with our shampoo, conditioner and hair moisturizer, and the final step was my hair and beard oil, which helps to seal in all that moisture you added in plus adds extra nutrients.”

On what still needs to change in mainstream grooming to better serve Black men:

“One of the key things we’re big about is accessibility. When I started out, there were barely any products on the market that were made for Black men. In the UK, it was a big quest to go and find afro-hair shops to begin with, and when you did find one, most of the products were tailored to women. I just felt Black men were really underserved. When I go to a large supermarket to do my weekly shop and I see hair brands on the shelves, I should be able to find something catered to my hair texture as well.”

On the brand’s most popular markets worldwide:

“The UK is our top in terms of sales, and second is the US. Almost half of our Instagram followers are from the US. I’ve also found that the issue of being underserved that many Black men were facing in the UK [was also the experience of] many in other parts of the EU as well, so we have a lot of customers from countries like Germany and France. They say the same thing: There isn’t anything there formulated for their hair types.”

On his biggest grooming tip:

“When it comes to any haircare, it’s important to know that there are two sides to the coin: the internal and external. The internal is about making sure that you’re eating and sleeping well and avoiding as much stress as possible by keeping those cortisol levels down. With the external, it’s important to remember that it’s all about consistency and a routine. I always compare grooming to going to the gym. If you go and work out on Monday you’re not going to see real results on Tuesday. Working out is a thing you have to continually do, and if you maintain a routine and stay consistent, you’ll see results. It’s the same thing with haircare.”

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Watch Ciara, La La Anthony, and Natalia Bryant Crush Football Plays in This Funny and Cute Video

Who needs the NFL when you’ve got Ciara, La La Anthony, and Natalia Bryant together on a team? Ciara recently shared a video of the crew of friends practicing their plays — Danger, Danger looks Super Bowl-worthy — and it is adorable and will have you smiling nonstop. We’d draft them to play for our football team any day of the week! If you’re in need of a quick break or laugh, check out the full video above.

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How The Haunting of Bly Manor Connects to Hill House and More Spoilers We Learned from Set

October has arrived, heralding the official beginning of Spooky Season™—although it’s hard to imagine what could possibly be more horrifying than the year 2020 thus far. The world is full of reasons to be terrified, which is all the more reason to lose yourself in some entirely fictional, elegantly crafted horror storytelling. Netflix’s The Haunting of Bly Manor, a spiritual follow-up to 2018’s Haunting of Hill House, is here to satisfy that need.

Back in the Before Times, aka January of this year, I visited the Vancouver set of Bly Manor during a snowstorm that blanketed the entire city. It was an evocative, suitably dramatic atmosphere in which to explore the eerie world of the show, which explores many of the same themes as Hill House (trauma, loss, isolation) but comes at them through a very different angle. Where Hill House was a dysfunctional family drama cast through a horror lens, Bly Manor is a gothic romance about the loss of innocence. Here are nine (mostly) spoiler-free hints about what to expect from the new series.

Bly Manor takes place several thousands miles away from Hill House.

    Bly Manor picks up in 1980s England, where Victoria Pedretti’s American, Dani, is a stranger. In the very first episode, we find her hustling hard to find a job during her early days in London, where she’s moved from the U.S. in a bid to reinvent herself. Eventually, she finds work as a governess at a country estate named Bly Manor—a position that has been mysteriously vacant for months.

    “Dani has left the United States for the sake of starting a new life,” Pedretti told journalists during the set visit. “She feels like her life in the United States has not been for herself. She’s lived for others, she’s made herself small. The scope with which she can imagine her future is very limited, and she wants something different for herself.” After tragedy strikes back home, Dani is pushed to finally take the plunge and cross the pond—and reinvent herself in the process. “She goes from everybody in her life calling her Danielle to insisting on being called Dani, because she’s re-finding herself. And she ends up finding herself at this house, taking care of these two children.” Given what we know about the show and its brand of psychological horror, it’s probably safe to bet this journey of self-discovery is not going to be an easy one.

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    The Haunting of Bly Manor is about love.

        [Fleabag voice] This is a love story. Really! Whereas season 1 was about the bonds between family, season 2 explores love in various forms: from romantic to platonic, from toxic to empowering. “This is definitely a love story,” creator Mike Flanagan told journalists on set. Executive producer Trevor Macy added that the new season features “a lot of exploration of different kinds of love in this, whereas the first season was a little more about loss.”

        Pedretti, who returns as the star of this season following her breakout performance as Nell Crain in Hill House, said the show’s nuanced exploration of love was part of what drew her to the story. “We display a lot of different kinds of love—toxic love, convenient love, practical love,” she teased. “When Dani comes to the U.K,, she’s definitely not looking for love, but she finds these beautiful connections. She does end up finding somebody that she begins to feel really safe and loved by and attracted to.”

        The show is not based on a single novel.

        Unlike The Haunting of Hill House, Bly Manor takes inspiration from a number of different texts, all written by author Henry James. The main source material is James’s 1898 novella The Turn of the Screw, which tells the story of a young governess who takes a job caring for two orphans at a remote English countryside manor, and becomes convinced the house is haunted. While that loosely describes Dani’s arc, the show is far from a straightforward adaptation.

        “One of the unique things about this season is that while we’re using The Turn of the Screw as kind of the backbone of it, we’re also digging into all of the other Henry James ghost stories,” Flanagan explained. “Turn of the Screw’s been adapted so many times that it’s really hard to make that feel fresh, but once we opened it up to the rest of his work, and a lot of it that’s never been adapted, there’s just a lot more to pull from.”

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        Hill House fans will notice several familiar faces playing very different roles.

        Asked about similarities between Dani and Nell, Pedretti reflected that they “both are kind of silenced as they’re growing up. Nell is actively silenced by her family, and Dani is more silenced by society, and the expectations on women, and the expectations of what is acceptable in the way you live your life. It’s really hard to exist in a way that challenges societal norms. It kind of turns your existence into a constant protest.”

        Aside from Pedretti, the show also brings back Oliver Jackson-Cohen (who played Luke Crain) and Henry Thomas (who played the young incarnation of Hugh Crain)—plus a few more returning actors we’ll keep as a surprise. But the actors and creators alike were keen not to repeat themselves, so the Hill House veterans are all playing very different characters this time around. Jackson-Cohen’s Peter Quint, for instance, is a suave and manipulative charmer who couldn’t be further removed from the tortured, drug-addicted Luke.

        “For a lot of us, with season 1, we didn’t want to revisit a lot of the places we went,” Flanagan explained. “I know for Ollie, who really went through the ringer with how he was diving into addiction and depression, he felt like he had really crawled out of something by the end of [Hill House]. He really put himself through it.” So it would have felt cruel, not to mention repetitive, to cast him in a similar role here. That’s not to say Quint doesn’t have a dark side—far from it.

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        American Horror Story was an influence.

        Not tonally, but in terms of Flanagan’s approach to the Haunting anthology series. “Something I love about any anthology series, and one of the things I think is the most fun about American Horror Story, is watching how they decontextualize everyone,” he noted. “And kind of figuring out as you watch that it’s not about who’s coming back, but ‘what are they gonna do this time?’”

        Bly Manor will expand its ghost horizons.

        Who could forget the subliminally terrifying “hidden ghosts” peppered throughout The Haunting of Hill House? Confirming that there are more terrifying Easter eggs coming our way this season, Flanagan also hinted that Bly Manor puts a new spin on its ghosts. “Hill House was a very contained story,” he noted. “It was a story that from the beginning felt like a feature film, it was really hard to expand it out. In this case, we just have so much more material, and a lot of different kinds of ghosts. There are going to be some thematic echoes of season 1 in this, and one of [the biggest ones] is that idea that a ghost can be a lot of different things, most of which are very human.”

        Corruption of innocence is the core theme of the show.

        Where Hill House focused on generational trauma in families, Bly Manor is “more a season about lost innocence, and the trauma of growing up,” Flanagan says.”There are echoes of season 1, in that it’s about these children whose parents are dead, but the siblings’ dynamics have been replaced by something new.” That something new is the “found family” dynamic that emerges between Dani, her young charges Flora and Miles, and the rest of Bly Manor’s staff. “This is kind of about an improvised family, and about people who don’t have a family.”

        Keep your eyes and ears peeled for Hill House callbacks.

        Although there is no direct narrative link between the two shows, there are references scattered throughout for super-fans to enjoy. “There are absolutely little nods, but they’re very subtle,” Flanagan says. “A lot in dialogue—you’ll hear familiar phrases, but it was really important to the actors, and to Victoria especially, that she wanted to be as unfamiliar as possible. So there are neat little moments where this season and the last season touch each other, but it’s way more in ideas than it is in specific narrative or character connections.”

        Mental illness is explored in new ways.

        One of the most resonant aspects of Hill House was its depiction of mental illness through generations of the Crain family—most memorably for Nell and Luke. While it’s less of a central theme in the new season, Pedretti says psychology remains a focal point. “The show deals with trauma, for sure, and the ways our perspective of the world can be shaped by our circumstances instead of our imagination.”

        Dani deals with debilitating panic attacks when she’s under extreme stress, Pedretti revealed, “and you see the way in which she isn’t destroyed by it. It’s extremely painful and she’s clearly ashamed of it. But [someone] comes into her life who helps her to release the shame by choosing to be vulnerable herself. Through the season, you see her become stronger and stronger, and fiercer and fiercer, and more of an advocate and a protector for the people around her, because she’s not beating herself up with shame so much.”

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        Solving the Mystery of My Missing Menstruation

        I wasn’t pregnant, overweight or too thin. I wasn’t exercising too much or eating too little. From all appearances, I was a normal, healthy woman, but by the time I was in my mid-20s, I hadn’t menstruated in four years.

        My periods had never been “regular,” but I was accustomed to getting one at least three to four times a year. My doctors told me that I was a normal, healthy woman, at least in reproductive terms. But I was desperate to discover where my absent monthly visitor had gone­, and why. My blood tests showed that my female sex hormones—estradiol and progesterone—were near menopausal levels, which put me at a risk for osteoporosis. I knew menopause could come early, but I was just 24.

        To get answers, I turned to the internet late one Saturday night. Menopause, it told me, is “the time when there have been no menstrual periods for 12 consecutive months, with no other biological or physiological cause identified.” Using that definition as a guide, I was already in my fourth year of menopause, at least two decades early.

        Most of my friends were well into their womanhood, seemingly in control of their regular periods and at the peak of their fertility. And then there was me. I wasn’t a part of the menstruation camaraderie shared between many women. Instead, I identified more with women my mother’s age.

        Much of my early twenties was spent visiting doctors’ offices in search of answers. One doctor feared I had a tumor in my pituitary gland, a pea-sized organ in the brain that regulates vital body functions and general wellbeing. I was injected with a gadolinium-based contrast agent and had an MRI of my brain that, thankfully, came out negative. Another doctor misdiagnosed me with an underactive thyroid and prescribed thyroid medication. Even if that had been the problem, she also overmedicated me, throwing me into a fit of uncontrollable anxiety with equal parts impending doom, rapid heartbeat and shortness of breath. I lived in that state for several manic weeks.

        My friends were well into their womanhood, seemingly in control of their regular periods. And then there was me. … I identified more with women my mother’s age.

        It was hard to trust specialists after that experience, so I returned my 62-year-old gynecologist, who had also been my mother’s. (Technically, we had first met when he pulled me out of her.) I felt he was someone who would tell me the truth. “Honey, relax,” he told me. “There’s no medical reason why you need to have a period. Most women would love to have your problem!” While I pushed back against his supposed wisdom, he prepped me for an ultrasound.

        Next thing I knew, I was lying on my back with my feet pressed against elevated, chilly metal stirrups. “This will feel cold,” an ultrasound technician said as she moved the wand around inside of me. Clenching my jaw and bunching the medical exam tissue paper beneath me, I did my best to relax. The technician, meanwhile, casually displayed my ovaries on a screen next to us.

        I hoped the images of my insides would reveal the mystery of my missing periods. The technician used a digital ruler to measure many black ovals, some over an inch in size. She described them as a “string of pearls.” Confused, all I could do was make a joke: “I didn’t imagine my first set of pearls to look like this!”

        My doctor later looked at the images and my lab work and diagnosed me with Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome. Unlike most people who face a diagnosis with an odd acronym, PCOS was actually on my radar. My mother had suffered from it for decades. So why did it take years to figure out that I had the same thing? In part, it is because our symptoms are entirely different. For her, PCOS explained her extremely heavy periods that left her in crippling pain. But that had never been my problem.

        I had so many questions for my doctors: How can my mom and I have the same diagnosis, but diametrically opposing experiences with menstruation? Is there any treatment? Is this the reason I’ve been feeling so depressed and anxious? Will I be able to have kids one day?

        While I finally had a diagnosis, it was oddly vague. It all left me wondering what, exactly, do I suffer from?

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        Instead of answering them, my doctor picked up his pen, scribbled some notes and sent me on my way with a prescription for anti-depressants and oral contraceptives. I had no history of clinical depression and in retrospect, the anxiety was probably from the sudden chaos inside me that the diagnoses triggered. As for the birth control pills, he said it was the only treatment for the newly diagnosed syndrome I’d been living with for years.

        Unsatisfied with his answers (or lack thereof), I emailed my general practitioner to express my concerns. While I was used to him speaking in terse, broken sentences, I expected a bit more guidance. “If not sexually active, don’t worry about periods for now,” he wrote. “Enjoy life and use condoms if needed. You should be doing that anyway. Not uncommon for periods to disappear from time to time. Don’t lose any sleep over it.”

        But, of course, I lost a whole lot of it as I spent hours digging to the depths of the internet to research my condition each night. I discovered that there is no single test to definitively diagnose PCOS and there is no universally accepted definition. In fact, the diagnostic criteria have actually expanded in recent years, according to the American College of Obstetricians and Gynecologists. So, while I finally had a diagnosis, it was oddly vague. And because my symptoms were not as extreme as some of my fellow cysters, I felt a sense of shame amid my struggle. It all left me wondering what, exactly, do I suffer from?

        Much to my dismay, this wasn’t something Google could answer. Though I did learn that PCOS is one of the most common causes of female infertility, affecting five to 10 percent of women of childbearing age in the United States. Despite the syndrome’s prevalence, it is regarded as one of the most neglected public health issues. Women with PCOS are more prone to diabetes, sleep apnea, and heart disease, and three times more likely to get endometrial cancer.

        Given the stakes, I couldn’t believe physicians weren’t more attuned to the symptoms. I wasn’t alone in that sentiment. Surveys show that women with the syndrome have a very high degree of dissatisfaction with their diagnostic experience. In a survey of 1,385 PCOS sufferers from 48 different countries—half from the United States—researchers at Monash University found that one in three women had suffered for more than two years before receiving a diagnosis. They also went to three or more medical providers with different specialties in the process.

        Anti-depressants, metformin, spironolactone, herbal supplements, birth control—you name it, I tried it. Despite having the correct diagnosis, I never received the right care. That was until my first gynecologist referred me to a reproductive endocrinologist, Sharon Winer.

        Anti-depressants, metformin, spironolactone, herbal supplements, birth control—you name it, I tried it. Despite having the correct diagnosis, I never received the right care.

        Dr. Winer spent two hours looking over all my tests and writing down details of my saga. Most importantly, she helped me digest and understand medical terms in a way no other doctor had ever attempted. I learned that my body produced too much testosterone—the male sex hormone—and insulin, the hormone that manages our blood sugar levels. This, in conjunction with my low levels of estrogen, were likely the reason behind my missing period, weight gain and fatigue. I learned that insulin resistance is very much associated with PCOS, even though it’s not currently one of the diagnostic criteria.

        Winer explained that birth control was not the right treatment for me because it was further suppressing my hormones by continuing to ‘switch’ them off. After careful consideration, she prescribed me Hormone Replacement Therapy, known as HRT, to be taken cyclically to mimic a real menstrual cycle. This is a common menopause treatment, but in my case, the doctor hoped it would wake my endocrine system up and cause it to produce these hormones.

        Two months later, I got my first period in four and a half years. It wasn’t much, but in a way, it was everything. It proved to me that my body wasn’t broken. I weaned off the hormones six months later, only to see my body working as it should. It was capable all along. It just needed the right guidance. I called my mom and we both cried.

        After six years, three misdiagnoses, and countless ups and downs, I have finally found a way to manage my symptoms through medication, diet, and exercise—all without surrendering to a one-pill fix. Some people keep track of the miles they run every week, others count calories; for me, the anchor that defines whether I’m in good health stems from the monthly rhythm of my menses.

        Two years and three months later, I can safely say that tapping the ‘add cycle’ button on my period tracker phone app never gets old.

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        Michelle Obama’s When We All Vote Organization Drops Its Second and Final Voter Merch Collection

        Earlier this week, we witnessed the first presidential debate between President Trump and former vice president Joe Biden, which sent one very clear and obvious message: we really need to vote. It’s a message that has reverberated through TV commercials, social media posts, newspapers, magazines, and, thanks to organizations like When We All Vote, clothing and accessories. With a little over a month left until the elections, When We All Vote is ramping up its efforts to secure more young voters by dropping its second and final merch collection.

        Following the first best-selling collection, which sold out in its first week, the When We All Vote team recruited a new batch of diverse designers that represent Black, Asian-American, Persian, Indian and woman-owned businesses. Designers include Melody Ehsani, Supervsn, The Hundreds, Stella & Haas, Levi’s, Girlfriend Collective, Shiffon, General Admission, and Wild One, which is When We All Vote’s first-ever merch for pets. Bright Black and Franca NYC were featured in the first merch collection but will return for the second drop in limited quantities, as each brands’ products sold out within hours of the first drop.

        “It’s critical that we continue to engage voters in creative ways to encourage them to get registered and vote early. In our mission to change the culture around voting, this project helps inspire new conversations around voting and making your voice heard, especially among young people. My hope is that people are inspired and motivated to vote this year—and that the Vote 4EVER Merch line can help everyone feel connected to something bigger than themselves,” Michelle Obama said in a statement.

        The second Vote 4Ever merch collection is available now on vote4evermerch.com. Select items will be available on revolve.com.

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        8 of the Best New Beauty Launches Hitting Shelves in October

        Photograph courtesy of Fancy Face

        Limited-time bundles, brightening creams and beyond.

        Whilst none of us are entirely sure how it’s October, we can indeed confirm today is October 1. And as we mark our eighth month of our “new” normal, what better time to treat yourself to a little pick-me-up? There’s plenty of new beauty launches hitting shelves in October that you’ll want to add to cart – from skincare to makeup, haircare and more.

        Below, discover eight of the new best new launches in October:

        Fancy Face ‘La Vie En Rosé’ Limited Edition Anniversary Bundle

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        What you need to know: October marks 15 years since Canadian beauty brand Fancy Face launched and opened its first storefront called The Rosé Room. And to celebrate, the brand is releasing a limited edition lip bundle. The bundle includes an all-new shade of creamy lipstick in a shade called Angel and a sheer, creamy lip glaze with a soft shimmer in a shade called Whisper. As with all of the brand’s products, both the lipstick and the lip glaze are made in Canada and are fragrance-free, hypoallergenic, non-comedogenic and paraben-free. “It’s incredible to be celebrating our one year anniversary of the Rosé Room storefront and 15 years in business with these two new products,” Brittany Gray, the founder and CEO, said in a release. “We’ve been working on these offerings for months and thought no better reason to release them in conjunction with such a great milestone. I feel we can all use something to celebrate, to make ourselves feel good and what better than throwing on that perfect shade of lipstick.”

        Price: $75

        Where to get it: The bundle is available exclusively at fancyface.ca.

        Olay Regenerist Max Retinol24 Night Collection

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        What you need to know: Following the success of its original Olay Regenerist Retinol24 Face Moisturizer (two jars are sold every minute), Olay is releasing the new Olay Regenerist Retinol24 Night Collection. The collection consists of a moisturizer, serum and eye cream and the products contain 20 per cent more of the brand’s Retinol24 Hydrating Complex, which uses amino-peptide, vitamin B3, retinyl propionate and retinol to deliver 24-hour hydration and smoother, brighter skin. The line is free from frargance, phthalates, mineral oil and synthetic dyes, too.

        Price: $32.99 each.

        Where to get it: Available nationwide on Olay shelves from October 1.

        Lululemon Super Fine Face Mist

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        What you need to know: If you’re going hard in your at-home workouts these days, then having Lululemon’s new Super Fine Face Mist on hand isn’t a bad idea. The ultra-fine spray works to replenish skin of moisture post-workout, as well as mattify (using activated charcoal) and protect (plant-based ingredients such as Irish moss help to protect against blue light damage and other environmental aggressors) the skin. Spray it on before or after you apply your makeup or your moisturizer – think of it as hydration on the go.

        Price: $28

        Where to get it: Available in select stores and online at lululemon.com.

        Pacifica Skincare

        What you need to know: This month, US-based vegan and cruelty-free beauty brand Pacifica is available in Canada for the first time at Shopper’s Drug Mart. The brand was founded in 1996 by Brook Harvey-Taylor based on her belief that “non-toxic beauty should be available to all at an accessible price point”. In the year’s since its launch, the brand has continuously delivered a full range of beauty products including cosmetics, skincare, haircare and bodycare. The brand’s best-selling items – including its Sea Foam Complete Face Wash, Dreamy Youth Day & Night Cream, Alight Multi-Mineral BB Cream and Supernova Stellar Gaze Length & Strength Mineral Mascara – are among the items now available for Canadians to try.

        Price: Prices start from $5.99.

        Where to get it: The Pacifica line is available in 780 Shopper’s Drug Mart stores across the country, as well online.

        Clinique Even Better All-Over Concealer + Eraser

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        What you need to know: Looking for a multi-tasking makeup product that will make getting ready for your morning Zoom calls a cinch? The new Even Better All-Over Concealer + Eraser from Clinique is your answer. The lightweight, oil-free and longwear formula provides instant hydration to skin (and continues to do so for 24 hours), immediately smoothes the appearance of lines, blurs the appearance of imperfections and, over time, visibly reduces under-eye puffiness and dark circles. It’s also sweat- and humidity-resistant and won’t crease, streak or oxidize (plus, there’s no nasties in the formula). It’s available in 30 shades, and can be worn alone or with foundation (either under or over) – simply swipe the doe-foot applicator over the areas you wish to conceal, and use the blurring sponge (which can be washed with mild soap and water) with a stippling motion to blend.

        Price: $33

        Where to get it: Available from this month at Clinique counters and at clinique.ca.

        Dior Backstage Glow Palettes

        What you need to know: The newest additions to Dior’s Backstage line were used in the brand’s Spring 2021 show in Paris this week to bring a little springtime glow to the models’ cheeks – and from next week, you’ll be able to easily replicate the look at home. The new palettes are available in a range of gold shades inspired by the brand’s couture collections – Pure Gold 003 (a classic yellow gold), Rose Gold 004 (a rosy gold) and Copper Gold 005 (a warm copper-gold). They can be mixed and matched, and used on any skin tone. Speaking of his newest creations, image and creative director Peter Philips said, “These palettes are multi-faceted products that warm the complexion and deposit a spot of highlight to catch the light on the face. They add a touch of gold to contouring and warmer shades can produce a bronzing effect. They can also be used to highlight an eye look, and of course, applied to the chest and shoulders to create a shimmering halo for the holidays.”

        Price: $55 each.

        Where to get it: Available at Sephora from October 9.

        Bioderma Pigmentbio

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        What you need to know: This month, Bioderma launches its new Pigmentbio range which works to actively restore skin’s brightness by lessening the appearance of dark spots. The line includes the Foaming Cleanser (which gently exfoliates the skin for immediate brightening), the C-Concentrate (a powerful vitamin C serum to help with pigmentation) and Daily Care 50 (an illuminating moisturizer which provides instant hydration). Three steps to brighter skin? Sign us up.

        Price: The Foaming Cleanser is $19.90, the C-Concentrate is $44.90 and the Daily Care 50 is $39.90.

        Where to get it: Available this month at Shopper’s Drug Mart and amazon.ca.

        Omorovicza Acid Solution

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        What you need to know: The newest addition to the Omorovicza line comes after the success of the brand’s Acid Fix Serum which was launched in 2018. The new solution helps to resurface, brighten and plump the skin via a potent combination of acids, including glycolic, lactic and salicylic. The formula also contains caviar lime extract which helps to boost luminosity in the skin. It can be used both morning and night, though the brand advises not to use it and the Acid Fix Serum on the same day. And as with any acid product, don’t forget your SPF, too!

        Price: $150

        Where to get it: Available from today at Omorovicza stockists and online.

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        If You’re Dealing With Pandemic Depression, You’re Not Alone — Here’s What You Can Do

        This pandemic has become a health crisis in more ways than one. COVID-19 is a clear threat to our physical health, but the feelings of fear, uncertainty, and isolation it’s led to have also created a very real mental health crisis, especially coupled with other traumatic events over the past few months: graphic displays of police brutality against Black people, devastating natural disasters, and heightening political unrest. Recent studies are already showing the effects on our mental health. By mid-April, according to a Boston University study, rates of depression symptoms had already tripled compared to pre-pandemic levels. Another study revealed that younger adults, racial minorities, essential workers, and unpaid adult caregivers reported worse mental health outcomes, increased substance abuse, and elevated suicidal ideation due to the pandemic.

        “This is a very, very difficult time,” Chevonna Gaylor, LMFT, a Los Angeles-based therapist, told POPSUGAR. “For people who have already struggled with depression, it’s going to be worse. With people who have never experienced depression, they may now be struggling. We’re going to see a heightened experiencing of depression, anxiety, and PTSD, at the very least.”

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        Chrissy Teigen Reveals She Suffered Pregnancy Loss: We Are ‘In the Kind of Deep Pain You Only Hear About’

        Chrissy Teigen shared truly heartbreaking news on her Instagram last night: after suffering complications, she has lost her third baby. Teigen has been updating fans throughout the week on her and her baby’s health after she was hospitalized for excessive bleeding last weekend; her husband John Legend has been in the hospital with her.

        She wrote last night:

        We are shocked and in the kind of deep pain you only hear about, the kind of pain we’ve never felt before. We were never able to stop the bleeding and give our baby the fluids he needed, despite bags and bags of blood transfusions. It just wasn’t enough.

        We never decide on our babies’ names until the last possible moment after they’re born, just before we leave the hospital. But we, for some reason, had started to call this little guy in my belly Jack. So he will always be Jack to us. Jack worked so hard to be a part of our little family, and he will be, forever.

        To our Jack – I’m so sorry that the first few moments of your life were met with so many complications, that we couldn’t give you the home you needed to survive. We will always love you.

        Thank you to everyone who has been sending us positive energy, thoughts and prayers. We feel all of your love and truly appreciate you.

        We are so grateful for the life we have, for our wonderful babies Luna and Miles, for all the amazing things we’ve been able to experience. But everyday can’t be full of sunshine. On this darkest of days, we will grieve, we will cry our eyes out. But we will hug and love each other harder and get through it.

        Teigen revealed previously that she was halfway through her third pregnancy, and her placenta was very weak despite her baby being very strong. She said then:

        In the simplest of terms, we can say my placenta is really, really weak. So I feel really good. The baby is so healthy, growing stronger than [my other children] Luna or Miles. He moves a lot, he moves so much earlier than they ever did. He’s like a roly-poly and we have a million great pictures of him. He’s just so different than they were. So he’s so strong, and I’m so excited for him because he’s so wonderful and just like the strongest little dude. So I can’t wait for him. But basically, he’s the strongest, coolest dude in the shittiest house. So, his house is just falling apart. It didn’t have a good foundation to begin with though…but yeah, he didn’t have the strongest chance at the very, very beginning.

        All we’re doing now is trying to make sure that he’s got a lot of fluid around him and that I’m resting, obviously, as much as possible. It’s just hard because there’s not much you can do. I’m in that weird in-between time of it being really dangerous to try anything. Basically if I can make it through the next few weeks, if little boy can make it through the next few weeks, then you know, we can go from there and be able to get through the danger zone or whatever. But we have to get through this first. So yeah, it is scary, but it’s scary in a way where there’s just nothing to do…trust me, we’re on it. We’re trying everything we can.

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